I wish that one day it would end up.
Yep, Spring is not the best part of the year for me.

you could haveYou thought that he'd killed himself because of neglect on your part.you could have by ~lunarwaltz
He told you not to blame yourself but how could you not? You could have expressed these feelings just a little more, fanned the burning flame with merely an ounce extra of effort.
You could have kept your head high when your cheeks flushed with romanticized embarrassment when he stood so close you could feel the warmth dancing on his skin and parading through his hair and you could have run your fingers through those locks just one more time, you could have.
Taken his enablers because you knew exactly where he kept them and you could have melted them down into an imitation